Jace POV
Beep ... Beep ... Beep ...
I groaned and put a pillow over my head. Damn, why
did school have to start so fucking early?! The
annoying sound of my alarm clock didn't stop and I still could hear
it through the material of my pillow. Finally the damn thing reached
a level, where I was so annoyed about the sound, that I just grabbed
the fucking thing and threw it across my room. It smashed in to a few
pieces on my floor and finally shut up.
Finally, I
thought and tried to get back to sleep. But no such luck, because my
dear sister – please note sarcasm here – came barking in to my
room.
“Oh no, you don't”,
she fumed. “You mister are getting up right this instant. I have to
meet Simon before school starts.”
As if this interests me, Isabelle!
“And I'm pretty sure a
certain red-head will be with Simon, too”, Isabelle said in a
singing voice.
This certainly sparked my interest, but I couldn't
let Isabelle know this. She knew already too much about my liking –
No, what the hell?! I didn't even know Clary, I met her once! Once
for fuck's sake! So why did my heart started beating faster with just
the mentioning of her hair color? Not even hers, just the mentioning
of a 'certain red-head'. Damn you, Isabelle!
To stop Isabelle from complaining, I rolled over and
looked at my sister, signaling her I was up and about to stand up,
but first she had to leave my room.
“Great”, she chirped, when she met my eyes and
flew out of my room again.
Hell, this girl would be the death of me one day.
After I had a quick shower
and dressed myself, I went down to the kitchen. Alec and Isabelle
were already there. Alec eating some cereals and Isabelle munching on
an apple. My bowl of cereal was already there and I just had to pure
milk in to it.
I nodded at Alec in thanks
and he just returned the gesture.
“Oh, come one guys,
can't you eat a little faster?”, Isabelle whined.
What? I've been here for what? Three seconds? I
haven't even eaten yet! What was so important with Rat-boy anyway?
I glared at Isabelle and she grumbled something under her breath. I
needed food and I was going to get, whether she liked it or not.
I took my time eating my
cereals and Isabelle looked like she was ready to explode every
second now. Alec chuckled, but didn't comment on the whole deal. When
I couldn't tease Izzy anymore, we made our way to the car. While
driving I thought way too much, I missed on Stop-sign and a red
light, but I actually couldn't care less right now. Nobody noticed so
who cares?
When we came to the
parking lot, there was already a huge crowd around our usual spot. I
internally groaned. Honestly, I didn't get it, why did they need to
wait for our arrival and bombard us with questions how our summer
vacation has been. Do that in class or just don't do it at all,
because: I WON'T ANSWER!
“Oh fun, Jace's fan girls”, Isabelle mumbled
annoyed.
You're not the only one annoyed, Isabelle, I
thought.
I have no idea why, but all the girls at school
wanted to be with me, wanted to be my girlfriend and 'fix' me
somehow. I didn't need to be 'fixed' and none of these girls
could ever be 'the one' who could actually be it. Still, they
tried, a lot! Sometimes it just annoyed me, but I had to admit, that
I used my silence a few times to get girls. I wasn't proud of it, but
I still did it and I could live with my mistakes.
“If I miss Simon because of your slutty fans I
swear I'm gonna bitch slap one of them!”, Izzy growled from the
backseat, before she stormed out of the car.
Alec and I followed suit, but we were bombarded with
girls, Izzy pushed her way through them, Alec and I weren't that
lucky.
“Hey Alec”, Lindsay greeted Alec.
She smiled up at him and batted her lashes, but Alec
struggled. He tried to pry her hands off of his shirt, but it looked
like her grip was too tight on him. Poor brother ...
“Jace”, Aline said in a low voice.
She tried to sound seductive, but failed miserably.
She sounded like the was sick or smoked a lot. It didn't sound sexy,
it sounded like she was trying to sound like a man.
Aline trailed on finger up my stomach, over my chest,
towards my throat, but I grabbed her hand on my chest and pushed it
away.
She frowned slightly, but I didn't care. I didn't
want her to touch me, I didn't want anyone of those girls to touch
me!
“Let's go”, Alec pressed in my ear urgently and
pushed me alongside the car away.
“Don follow us!”, Alec shouted frustrated at the
girls, when they started to actually follow us.
Wow, stalker much?, I thought. When I looked
at Alec, he looked a bit green. What the hell did Lindsay say too
him. I grabbed his arm and looked at him. He knew I wanted answers,
he could read me as good as that, but he avoided my eyes, knowing I
couldn't ask in any other way.
I rolled my eyes and punched his arm, so he would
look at me.
“Ouch, damn Jace!”, Alec shouted, rubbing the
spot on his arm.
I didn't really care, I wanted to know what happened
that made him look so green and disgusted.
“Later”, Alec grumbled and walked away from me.
I didn't follow him, I knew he would talk to me, when
he was ready. Sighing I went to my first class, it was too late to
search for Isabelle now and I actually didn't even knew where she was
meeting with rat-face. So instead I went to my first class and hoped
to see Clary at lunch. But fate didn't think so and I ran straight
into her.
When I turned the next corner, I collided with her. I
was shocked to see her. She looked even more beautiful than I
remembered. Her hair was in a high ponytail and she wore little
make-up. She looked stunning.
She didn't even look up, when we collided, she just
went down and grabbed her books from the floor. I got to my knees,
too, wanting to help her.
“I'm sorry”, she mumbled, still not looking up.
Why wasn't she looking up at me? I grabbed the last
of her books, we both stood up and I held her books out to her.
Finally she looked up at me. When she recognized me, she smiled.
“Jace”, she said monotone. “Hey. Thank you and
sorry again. I wasn't looking where I was going.”
I shook my head and smiled at her. She didn't smile
back, I didn't know what to think of that and furrowed my eyebrows.
What was wrong with her? Has something happened to her or was it
because of me?
“Well, see you”, she rushed out and went to step
around me.
I didn't want to let her go just now, I wanted to
know if this was because of me or something or someone else. Her eyes
went wide and she looked a little shocked up at me. She frowned and
glanced at my hand, but I didn't loose my grip.
“Yes?”, she asked.
I just looked at her, hoping she would again read me
like before. Maybe, if I just looked long enough at her, I could
figure her out. Clary sighed and looked at the ground.
“I'm okay, honestly. Just late for class.”
I raise my left eyebrow. She giggled lightly.
“How can you be so annoying without even saying a
word?”, she asked more herself than me and I smirked at her.
“You think that was a compliment?”, she laughed.
I shrugged and she giggled even more. And in exact
this moment I decided I loved to hear her giggle. It should become a
ring tone, I know I would buy it.
“Seriously, I'm late for class. Can you let go of
me, like now?”
She smiled slightly, but I wasn't sure if she was
really okay or just telling me she was okay. Again I looked at her
and tried to read her expression.
“I'll tell you later”, she sighed.
Smiling a small smile, I nodded and let go of her.
Later … It probably wasn't meant as one, but I took this as
a promise. A promise form her to see her later. With a huge smile on
my face I went to my first class.
I knew I was behaving like a creep, but I couldn't
help myself. This girl … This girl was infuriating, she was
beautiful and she could read me like no other, without even really
knowing me.
-o-o-o- Staying Silent -o-o-o-
Clary POV
“Seriously, why do I need to know this stuff?”, Simon whined.
“Seriously, why do I need to know this stuff?”, Simon whined.
“What do I know?”, I laughed. “Just learn it
and then forget it for the rest of your life. That's what I do.”
Simon groaned and shook his head frustrated. I could
understand him there, but still, there was nothing we could do about
it. I couldn't tell my teachers 'I will never need this stuff, so why
should I learn it?'. They won't care and I will just get a bad grade.
So why bother?
“Stop wailing like a baby about it”, I said to
him and rolled my eyes.
“Hey, best friend over here, a little sympathy
would be nice.”
“Sympa – what?”, I asked.
“Not funny, Fray!”, Simon grumbled and I
couldn't help but giggle.
We walked to the cafeteria and Simon muttered under
his breath how he hated school and should just quit and then this all
would be over. But I knew he would never go through with this, so I
let him grumble for a while. When we entered the cafeteria and waited
in line, Isabelle came and went to hug Simon first, then me and then
kiss Simon on the cheek.
“Hey handsome”, she smiled up at him.
“Hey beautiful”, he smiled right back at her.
“And hey awesome”, I laughed and pointed at
myself.
They both looked at me quizzically, before laughing
along with me. When they looked at each other, you actually had to
look away. Their looks were so intimate, that it felt like spying on
them, at least for me.
Simon met Isabelle a few weeks ago. After he first
laid eyes on her he came straight to me and told me he met his future
wife. At first I just laughed at him, but he looked so serious, that
I stopped and he told me about Izzy. Just a few days later they
became a couple and another week later he introduced Isabelle to me.
I liked her, she was funny and caring and seemed to really like
Simon. Isabelle had the looks to get every boy she wanted, but she
told me it was exactly the other way around. Because she looked this
great, the boys only wanted one thing from her – or more from her
body – and she just wanted a boy to want her for herself. She was
loyal to Simon and liked him a lot. They were cute together and I was
happy for Simon that he found an amazing girl like Isabelle.
“So”, Simon asked. “Can we sit with you? You
know, us being the newbies.”
“Newbies, Simon, really?”, I asked and raised my
eyebrows.
He glared playfully at me and slung an arm around
Isabelle shoulder.
“So?”, he asked her and kissed her before she
could answer. “God, I love doing that!”
Izzy giggled and nodded.
“Come on.”
She dragged Simon with her and I followed like a lost
puppy. Simon was the only one I know in this hellhole, except maybe
Izzy, but she wasn't in any of my classes, so she didn't count.
Isabelle went to a table at first where all the
popular ones sat I think. At least it was the fullest table and there
were the sport jocks and cheerleaders with their uniforms, so I
thought it had to be that table.
But when Simon cringed, Isabelle went to another
table, which was empty and Simon visibly relaxed. We sat down, Simon
next to Izzy and I sat opposite him. They both fell into a
conversation, while I ate my sandwich and thought about the new
school.
I was so lost in thought I didn't realize that
Isabelle and Simon stopped talking and frowned at me.
“What?”, I asked. “Have I something on my
face?”
“No”, Simon said slowly.
“Then what is it?”, I asked.
“Nothing”, Izzy said and grabbed Simon's hand in
a death grip.
Okay, what the hell?
“Excuse me guys, I need to stop this little
bitch”, Isabelle growled and stood up.
She went to the table, where all the popular people
sat. Among them were Alec and Jace, I realized. They seemed to be
some sort of sport jocks, too, and a lot of girls were practically
sitting on their laps. Isabelle stormed over to them, pushed the
girls away from her brothers and glared at them, when they tried to
get back to them. Both Alec and Jace seemed to sigh in relief and
looked grateful at their sister. She motioned for them to follow her
and pointed at Simon and me. They both followed her hand and when
they saw us, they both almost ran to our table.
Isabelle shouted at the girls to stay seated, when
the stood up too. The three of them came over and sat down. Jace sat
next to me and Alec next to him. Alec mumbled a 'Hi' and Jace smiled
at me, and nodded at Simon.
“Hey guys”, Simon greeted.
“Hey”, I said.
Alec just went on eating, Jace looked at me and
raised an eyebrow.
“No in front of them”, I whispered and he
nodded.
It was weird talking to Jace. I mean, he didn't
answer, but he did. Couldn't exactly explain, because 'he doesn't
talk' doesn't explain it, because in a away he does talk. He makes
gestures, or shows it on his face or … I don't know, it was …
yeah, weird.
Alec was easier to talk with, he was nice and kind,
but stayed with short answers. At first it appeared rude to me but I
soon found out it was just who he was.
“So Clary”, Isabelle said and I looked at her.
But she wasn't looking at me, she was smirking at
Jace, and he tensed beside me. She then looked at me and smiled a
warm smile.
“How do you like it here so far?”
“Uhm, good, I guess?”
“Any interesting boys?”, Izzy giggled.
“No!”, Simon answered for me. “She is too
young for boys.”
“What?”, I asked. “Did you seriously just say
that?”
“It's true.”
“You're a month older than me, Simon. A month!”
“31 days, Fray”, he smirked, but then he turned
serious. “And I'm a boy, that's different. I have Isabelle, I mean
just look at what was with Sebastian. You're not ready to date. End
of story!”
Jace threw one of his fries at Simon's forehead and
looked at him like 'What the hell man? That's so dumb, I can't
believe you just said that'.
“Thanks”, I said to him.
He just nodded and still looked at Simon like he was
the dumbest person he's ever met.
“What the hell was that for?”, Simon exclaimed.
“May I?”, I asked. “Translation: What the
hell, dude? She is old enough to do what she wants and who are you to
tell her what she can or cannot do. You're her fucking father, or
what?”
I looked at Jace beside me.
“Am I right?”
He smirked and nodded chuckling.
“See, I'm not the only one who thinks so”, I
told him with a smug smile.
Before he could reply, the bell rang and we all stood
up and went our separate ways. Well actually Jace stayed at my side,
still wanting to know why I was so grumpy this morning.
“You won't give up on this, huh?”, I asked him.
He just shook his head and looked at me with
concerned eyes. I sighed and we walked together to my next class.
“Okay, fine. So this morning, Simon met up with
Isabelle, as you probably know?” He nodded. “Well I didn't want
to see all this lovely-dovely behaving, so I wanted to escape and
went to class. Sebastian cornered me just before the school
entrance.”
Suddenly there was a tight grip on my arm and Jace
yanked me back. His eyes held a deep fire, looking murderously and
ready to kill. He was angry, that much I could tell.
“Calm down”, I said. “I'm fine.”
He didn't look convinced.
“Seriously, I am. He wanted to talk to me, but I
didn't want that and I fled. He shouted at me to come back, but I
didn't and well, than I bumped into you.”
Jace frowned, but his eyes still held this anger, a
little bit less, but still there. He seemed thinking about something
really hard, and I waited for him to elaborate. He finally released
my arm, scratched his jaw and then grinned a huge grin.
Jace searched in his school bag and then I saw an
iPhone in his hand. He hold one finger up, telling me to wait a
minute for him.
“Yeah, yeah, take your time”, I mumbled.
He smirked at me from
under his lashes and kept typing something into his phone. After he
finished he gave me his phone.
Does this 'Sebastian' go to this school?
“Sometimes”, I shrugged. “If he wants to.”
He took his phone back and began typing again.
Here's the deal.
I'll walk you to school and I will make sure you come home after
school without this douche-bag bothering you.
“No, you don't have to do that.”
He nodded furiously and gave me a stern look. I
frowned. Why was he so persistent?
“Seriously Jace, this is nice, but way too much. I
don't even know you.”
I shook my head and gave him his phone back. He
looked a little hurt, but composed himself really fast and gave me a
blank stare.
“This is really nice of you, but I can take care
of myself and this really isn't any of your business. But thanks
anyway.”
I gave him a last small smile and walked away from
him a bit crept out. Sure, it was nice of him to offer me his help,
but I didn't know him. I met him yesterday, talked a little with him
and today he already demands of me to tell him what happened this
morning and now this. This was too much! He began behaving like
Sebastian and that honestly scared me a little, because I actually
liked Jace.
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